This day I call heaven and
earth as witnesses against you that I have set before you life and
death, blessings and curses. Now choose life, so that you and your
children may live and that you may love the Lord your God, listen to his
voice, and hold fast to him. For the Lord is your life, and he will give
you many years in the land he swore to give to your fathers, Abraham,
Isaac and Jacob.
(Deuteronomy 30:19-20 NIV)
Life is about choices, and those choices, no
matter how small, can and do have lasting consequences. Moses had led
the people of Israel through the wilderness for 40 years, and they were
about to enter the Promised Land. In his final words Moses put before
them a choice: Obey the commandments that the Lord has given you and
live, or choose not to obey them, and die. In this case the choice they
made had eternal consequences. Our faith teaches that we also must make
a similar choice, whether to put our faith in the Lord, Jesus Christ
which promises eternal life, or to either reject or ignore the grace of
God which leads to spiritual death. For me this is the most important
choice anyone will ever make.
Not all choices are this crucial or have eternal
significance. What flavor of ice cream, or what color clothes we put on
are not very earth shaking, but none the less they can effect our lives
in the short term. Many choices we make do have significant effect on
our lives and well being, both physical and spiritual. We choose what we
eat or drink, and that has immense effect on our health. We choose what
to read or what to watch, and these choices affect our thinking and
often behavior. We choose whether we will spend time in prayer, reading
of the word, and worship which has a huge impact on our spiritual well
being. We also have the ability to choose how we respond to adversity,
challenges, and circumstances. The old knight in the movie Indiana
Jones and the Holy Grail said it best, "You must choose, so choose
wisely".
Over the past few months I have suffered the
consequences of some poor health choices over my lifetime. I was
experiencing fatigue, irritability, blurred vision, thirst, and frequent
trips to the restroom. While I was in California I checked my glucose
level and the results caused me to make an appointment with my doctor as
soon as we returned. In his office I heard the official words, "you have
Type II diabetes!" At first we were stunned. After an emotional couple
of days filled with anger, anxiety, and foreboding Janet and I made the
choice to accept my diabetes and make the lifestyle changes necessary to
assure a long and fruitful future.
Strict diet, weight loss, and consistent
exercise will bring my body back into balance as God intended. These
changes have already produced positive results as my glucose levels are
coming down, I have shed some pounds, and I feel better than I have in a
long time. Change has its rewards and challenges. I must keep a regular
schedule for meals and I must watch what I eat closely. I also must take
time each day to fit in the gym or other forms of exercise so that I can
maintain my health. I ask for your prayers and support as we do our best
to make healthy, life-giving choices each day.
We all must make choices and Janet and I have
chosen life. We are thanking the Lord for this wake-up call because this
most likely will add healthier years to my life rather than take them
away, and it will assure us of years of service in the Lord's vineyard.
Blessings,
Fr. David